JUST PLAIN DUMB

I was in a relationship for two and half years and it was good it had its ups and downs like any relationship. He sold drugs which was a problem because he wasnt all that good at it or he was good but didnt have enough clientel so he had more down times than good times but that still didnt really bother me. I dont think our relationship started goin down hill when we moved in together that when i was getting accused of all kinds of bullshit you know any other nigga would have got the boot eith the quickness but i fell for this nigga and whats worse is he is a young ass boy so it makes it real bad. I loved him so i let him do what he do. Shit started getting crazy at my job hours started getting cut and itwas getting hard for me to keep up on my bills. Now you would think the nigga that lived with me would have had my back nope wasnt like that his mom would get her shit paid and my shit was left fr me to take care of  but dumb me made it work what a dumbass but i started getting tired of coming last but im the only person thats there for you when you need it thats bullshit i got fed up and said fuck it i let my apartent go and let go back and live with his mom. we broke up surely after that but i did learn a lesson i will not be letting anybody stay with me that cant do at least of half of everything i wont not love let my love for a person cloud my judgements anymore dick aint even worth all the stress i ca fuck myself if need be. men take better care of home especially when yo gt a down ass bitch by you side its best for you to do all the good you can do cause when its gone and they truelyget fed up you really got a problem on your hands.