the struggle to keep my faith

i have always tryed to be the best i can be and do the best i can do but right now in these days weeks and months that have passed its so hard to keep my faith its so hard to keep telling myself that everythings going to be alright everything will fall in place im going to make it through the day, its getting real real out here and i think im breaking down i feel that im letting the devil take over my body and im getting so close to giving up. the devil is really on my back breathing on my spine trying to break me down and im trying so hard to keep my faith u see everything i try to do right there he is fuckin it up for me i went to a job interview thinking i was bout to get my second job i was so excited but they sent me an email and told me they went with their other choice i was so disappointed scratch that i am disappointed please help me keep my faith for i fear something terrible will happen if i let this devil in my body im trying my hardest to stay positive which is why he is really riding me im trying so hard to change my life around for the better thats why he wants to taste my blood he doesnt want me to succeed he wants me to stay by his side but im not going to be able to do it i will just be with nothing before i let the devil break me the faith i got it and im trying my hardest to keep it.