so its been a long time sine i been writing i have to talk about being celibate. its ever so hard to but i have been going strong for almost a year in may. i did real good to i had to make sure i wouldn't  have sex with anybody until i was sure that i wasn't getting back with my ex now that i know I'm so over him since its been a year single also. now I'm ready to get back out and do my thang.i feel so good getting my mind and body right its a beautiful thing to be single free from all the bullshit.being celibate is a different story though especially when you are use to having sex all the time that shit is hard.that's one reason I'm giving it up well that's the only reason I'm giving it up .well lets see what 2012 brings into my life hopefully only good i refuse to put up with anybodys bullshit until next time.