lonely

lonliness is the saddest thing i hae ever felt yearning needing wanting to be held, loved, kissed, carressed. where did it go how do i get it back i miss it so much im sad its out my rech. i feel so sad inside i dont know why  i try to keep a game face on the outside and be so weak on the inside it hurts so bad. its not only a mans love i yearn for but its the love of family and friends its so tiring tryimg to keep up this charade paradeing around like i dont give a fuck when deep inside i do i o care i am sad im not proud and i do hurt so bad. its strange the only way i can truely express myself is though pen and paper its the only thing that doesnt judge cantget offended or catch an attitude its my lifeline to the world its what i do best its the only time i dont feel so bad when i say what i feel. somtimes i fel my loneliness go away but its not for long it always comes back. i try to surpress it i cant express it its loneliness the only thing i know.