2013

2013 was filled with all kinds of shit i have been trying my hardest to stay stress free but i doesnt work at allbut at least im dealing withit way better than before. i have lost some friends recently due to jealousy but hey i put it like this if you jealous cuz im happy than u wasnt really my friend in the first place.my baby daddy decided he didnt want to be a dad anymore because he didnt get any income tax money, what kind of shit is that i didnt understand that. i do everything my life revolves around work and my son so i couldnt understand thatshit was crazy.he played me making have too figure out different ways to get him back and forth to school and figure out baby sitters but i did it im getting through he sometimes get him from school and he just started back getting him on the weekends cuz i had to tell his ass i didnt owe him anything i took care of his ass for years and my son by myself he better get his fuckn life. people always wonder why am i so evil its because people make me that way they triflin ass fuck and users and i refuse to take that shit anymoreim putting my muthafuckn foot down and im not letting nobody take advantage of me anymore. imgetting to damn old to be going thru the same damn shit with the same damn people its ridiculous and im not having it anymore.im done being nice been done im bout to be a whole totslly different personthani use to be so world watch out cuz im coming thru. i onlyhave a hand full of friends left and thats all i need i cant be concerned about nobody else. my friend for years got mad at me cuz i had a male friend so she stoppped talking to me but she didnt just stop talking to me she statrted making up shit doggin me out to my other friends cuz she was jealous and she got a man which i didnt understand i have a friend u got a man so why we cant be happyfor each other but shit oh well shit happens and that just meant that all these years she wasnt really my real friend so the hell with her. oh yea and that male friend had to cut his ass loose to he was a nuthn ass nigga immature as fuck so now im back at square one again but i dont even mind im cool with it people stress me out so as long as i dont deal with people i dont have to worry bout that much stress i guess. well it has been along time and itsprobly going to be an even longer time so until next time holla.