2012

I so cant wait til the new year comes.I have so much stuff to do get my ged, sign up for school, put my kid in school, find me a new place, and lose all this excess weight that I have gained from being stressed out all the damn time.Its time to work on mr i am getting entirely to old to be doing the same old shit.Its time for me to make something of myself before it really gets too late becaus i have waited to long anyway. I am so excited really I know its bout to be a long hard road ahead of me but i got what few people that still fucks with me and that i fuck with in my corner to motivate me.Which is really what i need some people in my life to keep me on my toes, keep me pointedin the right directions.No haters allowed in my life in 2012 i have had enough of them these past few years. I feel free right now because i know my goals and i know what its going to take to achieve them. Its going to be tough butits going to be worth it especially when i start making all the money.I will know my hard work has paid off  and mkaing a better future for my boy.I think thats the only reason im trying to learn to grow up is for him, my attitude well that shit will never change im going to stay an asshole, stay a bitch, stay speaking my mind pissing these pussys off that just what i do and thats just me take it or leave it. I say my prayers every night now for my future and for my boys future i hope next year, no as matter of fact i am determined to make 2012 mines by all means peace love and happyiness. And HAPPY NEW YEARS.